You have no idea how hard this is to say! My chest hurts! 😦
I have to scream in my mind to block out the thought!!
It was a long time ago. Ten, maybe twelve years, and it’s the most horrible thing I’ve ever done!!
I have to scream in my mind so that I don’t visualize it!!
My cat had kittens and I put them in a box with a very high side. I knew they couldn’t possibly get out of it.
One day I came home and was walking down the hallway and, to my horror, I felt something soft under my foot!
I have to scream in my mind to avoid remembering it!!
There was a kitten under my foot! It was IMPOSSIBLE!! There was NO WAY the kitten could have gotten out of that box!! It was only 3 weeks old!! It was impossible!!
But it happened!
I picked it up and watched the blood come out of its nose and mouth.
I have to scream in my mind to avoid seeing it!!!
It only lived a few minutes and I buried it in the back yard!
My chest hurts.